Kelly Osbourne has been struggling for a while to keep her sobriety intact. She understands that it’s a long haul and she is in it all the way. She decides to talk about her recent lapse from keeping herself clean.

Osbourne opens up about her condition on a recent social media post and that is directed towards her recent relapsing after sustaining four years of sobriety. She reveals that a “nervous breakdown” triggered her to something she had been refraining herself from. The “nervous breakdown” was a temporary setback in her hustle.

The 36-year-old daughter of Ozzy and Sharon Osbourne recently talked about her mental state after she relapsed on alcohol. She continued to be sober for nearly four years. But she lost the test of sobriety due to a “nervous breakdown” during the COVID-19 pandemic lockdown.

She is frank about her conditions and her struggles with recent sobriety. She didn’t only make a post for her social media followers, the 36-year-old star told Extra on Tuesday, April 27 that she chose to slide back to alcohol once again after the ‘nervous breakdown’, forgetting the weight of fighting for sobriety.

“I don’t know why my nervous breakdown happened at the end of the lockdown,” Kelly shared. “I made it all the way through, everything was great and my life was perfect. I’m that girl that when everything is going great, I need to f–k it up a little and make everything a little bit worse in my life. I am an addict and had thought that I had enough time under my belt, and I could drink like a normal person. And it turns out, I cannot, and I will never be normal. I don’t know why I even tried it. It’s not for me, and it took me a matter of days, and I was like, Done, not doing this.”

The Dancing With the Stars celebrity made her mind to let her fans know. She wants to discuss the setbacks of their life too so that it helps one another to understand the problem. It is a journey that has both ways.

“This is something I am going to battle for the rest of my life,” she said. “It’s never going to be easy. Through being accountable and owning your own journey and sharing what you can, though, you can help other people. That’s why I came clean. I could have sat here, and nobody would know.”

She also added, “I got all of my career goals happening.”

“And then I got happy ’cause I got this incredible boyfriend, and everything in my life is so great, and I’m like, I’m not an addict anymore.”

The former star of The Osbournes celebrated two years of sobriety in August 2019 with her boyfriend Erik Bragg.

Sometimes she just feels “It all just got too much,” pushing her to fall off the wagon.